photos from my A2 photography coursework
So my 18th birthday really wasn't what I hoped it would be. I was ditched by my friends yesterday and my boyfriend today, spending most of my evening crying so don't really feel too loved. I got some good presents, some alcohol and money from my grandparents and auntie but otherwise nothing particularly special. I sound like a typical ungrateful teen but I've honestly felt the shittiest I've felt in a long time in this short time period which is supposed to be the one time a year when I feel the happiest and the one time where I can be the centre of attention for just one day. I hope my mood picks up soon because I honestly have no motivation for college or any of my so-called friends. I just feel like all my efforts are knocked down and I end up falling flat on my face no matter how hard I try. I'm feeling more excluded than ever which is horrible and I just want to escape from everything but instead I have to shut up and deal with it which is getting fucking old now, it's all just getting to me and I want it to stop.
Sorry about the negative post, I gotta have somewhere to vent and unfortunately it's here. Peace out.
love amy x